Month: August 2015

For Jonah Barley, Raekwon Manigault, and Johnny Johnson

When the day dawned,
that first pink light of day,
streamed across your faces as each of you lay sleeping.
You lived, you breathed, you had dreams.

By days end, the three of you and four others,
all lay bleeding, for what strange twisted reason?
It does not really matter.
By days end, your three young lives were gone.

What was left was the grieving.
The questions, the questioning.
The finger pointing, the assuming.
The chest thumping, the grandstanding.

But for those closest to you,
for those you held most dear,
comes the realization,
that pain and sorrow, those two melancholy twins,
have depths that they did not know existed.

And what of my city, my town, my street?
What of those who did not know you?
What of those whose daily lives,
daily take them past the place your blood was spilled?

After the TV lights have left,
After the outrage has died,
After all but those who loved you most,
have forgotten your names.

How can we continue to honor your lives?
How can we not look at the particular whys,
but instead at the broader why,
Why in this City, on that night,
were your three black loved lives deemed so cheap.

As the day ends, and the sunset moves to dark.
Know that many loved you.
Many who never knew you in life, now care for you in death.
Know that in some hearts your deaths have ignited small flames.

Those flames and those embers of those flames,
those flames that call for equality, equal opportunity, and hope,
are the only flames after all,
that can burn away the past,
and bring about a new glorious dawn to a better world.

Raekwon Manigault

Raekwon Manigault

Jonah Barley

Jonah Barley

Thoughts from biking and walking in Scotland July-August 2015

Part 12

Moving along, the road seems endless
We ride over miles of road and trails.
We do not think, as we ride, about what lies beneath.
We do not think of water running under this or that bridge,
As we speed across the top.

We do not think of that water,
endlessly wearing away at the foundations of that bridge.
We may even stop and admire the view
of all that water endlessly flowing.
Endlessly eroding those rocks and steel.

How like life.

We so often live just on the surface.
It is, after all, uncomfortable to think about the foundations,
of our carefully and precariously built up lives.
To think of those tensions,
and of those seconds, minutes, and years
endlessly rolling by
slowing and inevitably, eroding away, our allotted time.

Scottish Bridge

Bridge over the River Tay in Dunkeld, Scotland.

© Dan DeMarle – photo taken by Dan DeMarle 2015

Thoughts from biking and walking in Scotland July-August 2015

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Cottage after the top of the hill, on the road between Salen and Acharacle. Scotland

Part 11

There is a cabin by the side of the road.

If you drive by you will not see it,

the road is narrow there, and you need to keep your eyes ahead.

If you bike by it. You will miss it.

Its just after the top of the hill.

After that long ride, you are just beginning to shift gears to enjoy that long down hill.

If you come from the other side, you are tired after that long climb

and you’re also full from the cake at the internet cafe, you surely stopped at,

at the bottom of the hill.

So either way, you won’t see it.

The only way to see it, is to walk by it.

Its a long walk, and you have to climb up that hill.

Even then you may be tired, or distracted by your electronics.

Even then you might walk by and never look to the side.

Its not a great shame, even then, because you will continue on with your life as it has been.

However, if you climb that hill, and see the cottage.

Go through the gate.

Duck under that branch, but be sure not to touch it.

Knock once at the cottage door, but don’t go in.

Go around the back behind the cottage.

There you will find a very large cat.

Don’t answer her first question.

Answer yes to the second question, but don’t, whatever you do, drink the tea.

When she offers you a chance to go through the back gate.

Trade her that thimble you have been carrying for the key.

You did remember the thimble, correct?

If not a bit of ear wax, might suffice.

Now open the gate, with the key

Now go up that path into the woods.

And after that,

Well,…

after that, of course,

your life will never be the same again

© Dan DeMarle – photo taken by Dan DeMarle 2015

Thoughts from biking and walking in Scotland July-August 2015

Part 10

There are people who prefer to live their whole lives,

without ever leaving home.

They travel the same roads,

back and forth,

throughout their lives.

The routine and predictability feels attractive and safe,

Life can feel like living cuddling under a well loved blanket.

 

As for me, give me a hill to climb,

a wind to ride into,

a rain to soak me through.

If you never ride up that hill,

you may never ever get to see the sea.

And the sea, that ever changing sea.

what deep and roiling secrets do you hold for me?

 

© Dan DeMarle – photos taken by Dan DeMarle 2015

Tobermory Scotland

View of Tobermory from the Western Isles Hotel. On the island of Mull off the Coast of Scotland.

Flowers by the sea

View of the harbor from the Western Isles Hotel in Tobermory on the Island of Mull in Scotland

Thoughts from biking and walking in Scotland July-August 2015

Part 9

When life is one long ride up a hill…

When it feels like life is heading you into a deep dark tunnel.

When the sky is dark and the rain is coming.

Remember when you are in the midst of that dark tunnel,

that you have a roof over your head.

Remember when you are riding through that cold wet miserable rain,

that your not in a tunnel.

Also remember in those moments,

to look around…

Because,

there are sure to be flowers,

if you look.

 

© Dan DeMarle – photo taken by Dan DeMarle 2015

Train tracks n Scotland

Train Tracks underneath the Perth Road between Murthly and Dunkeld in Scotland

Thoughts from biking and walking in Scotland July-August 2015

Part 8

Friends won’t let their friends drink and ride.

Friends will, however, let you draft off them as you ride up or down a hill.

A good friend knows when they need to take the lead, because your legs are getting tired.

A good friend also knows when to let you take the lead,

because you just need to let the beast out.

A good friend also knows how to help pace you,

Mary riding

Mary and Liza riding in front of me as we ride from Ballathie to Murthly near the River Tay in Scotland.

so both you and they can have a beautiful ride.

 

© Dan DeMarle – photo taken by Dan DeMarle 2015

Thoughts from biking and walking in Scotland July-August 2015

Part 6

Go faster, go faster. It seems our lives our filled with a need for speed. Faster bandwidth, more megabytes.  Pushtheenvelope. Don’tstoptotakethetimetopunctuate

Looking out the window while driving, we think we see so much

but actually, see so little.

Biking the world slows down, and we begin  to   take   in    more.

Walking,

with eyes open,

is how

we were designed to see.

Stopping,

standing,

breathing

we can be most open to the world

What do we actually have after all?

The space to be in, in the world.

To see life,

growing in the wind, near the shore.

Flowers on road

Flowers blowing in the wind from the coast,along the road from the ferry at Kilchoan to the town of Salen. Scotland.

Now breathe

 

 

© Dan DeMarle – photo taken by Dan DeMarle 2015

Thoughts from biking and walking in Scotland July-August 2015

Part 5

I used to think riding was about being first, about being the strongest,

about being the best.

Then I thought it was about staying near the front,

about not losing face.

Some think if you can’t be first – then don’t ride at all.

Now, I realize that really, all along,

its been about who are you riding along this road with.

Who will be with you,

there,

at the end of this ride we call life.

 

© Dan DeMarle – photo taken by Dan DeMarle 2015

Graveyard in Scotland

Old Graveyard along the road from Bankfort to Methven in Scotland

Scottish Cathedral

Dunkirk Cathedral in Dunkirk Scotland. The Cathedral is still in use, although part of it is being stabilized.